Loan modification is the perfect answer to a lot of people’s prayers for trying to stop foreclosure. But in people still need to go through the loan modification process and actually qualify. It is not a hand out. Just because the government is providing people with billions of dollars from the bailout bill that does not mean everyone is going to be able to qualify for the program. As our own house was on the line and as I just submitted my application, I am very nervous. I have done all that I can though and I know I can do no more. Thus, all I can do is sit and wait and worry.
Last night, I had a dream. I dreamt that I was on a beach. But this is not an ordinary beach. The shore didn’t have sand, just rocks or pebbles perhaps. And there were rows of boulders that divided the beach perfectly. It was all gray, but it did not rain. Beach was overlooked concrete ledges on high rolling hills with curving paths. It was all very very strange and very sickening too. When I think of the ocean, I usually have a different image of picturesque island beauty. There was no nature here. I was jumping or perhaps falling from hill to hill. Then they became large cabinets. I was hanging onto the cabinet handles then slipping and falling and hanging on once again.
Then I woke up. I am not exactly sure of what that dreamt meant. I hope it was not a bad omen regarding my loan modification application. Perhaps I was just so very tense and so very nervous. But I am praying now to get the reply right away. Waiting for the result of my loan modification application is killing me slowly.
